The one I get up at 7 and and brush my teeth and faced my face, then 2 hours swimming across the street at Cilandak Sport Center. I don’t want to push my self to hard, cause I know I wont be able to walk the next morning. Then came the hot shower, this is the best part, I can feel it has loosen my tighten nerves. Closed my eyes for a few minutes. Then I’m ready to dressed up and go home..
I can already smell the buttery pancakes that my sister made for us from the garage. Two circle of chocolate sprinkles pancakes, with a cup of coffeemix, and a stack of Will and Grace DVD’s.. what a perfect brunch.
Then Manda called, wanna go somewhere?.. I didn’t feel like it. I am sleepy now.. I think I’ll spend my day leye leye… or If I’m in the mood, I’ll probably go creambath at the salon. Since I’m working tomorrow. She said.. oh okay, I’ll guess I’ll just hit the OC’s marathon today.. I said, okay have a nice couch potato day.
Then I went to my room.. push the power button on the radio, and lay there on my bed. With my stupid cat on the right side and my journal on the other side. And the radio played Sarah MacLachlan Angels. Then I fell asleep.
Sunday, April 30, 2006
Friday, April 28, 2006
"Just Like Heaven"
baru nonton dvd just like heaven.. hehe telat bgt..
abis baru dapet yg bagus..
yah suw.. i like the opening song, actually it's an old song by The Cure
my brother play it all the time but i never really "listened" to it...
but in this Katie melua version felt deep.
"Just Like Heaven"
Show me how you do that trick
The one that makes me scream he said
The one that makes me laugh he said
And threw his arms around my neck
Show me how you do it
And I promise you
I promise that I'll run away with you
I'll run away with you
Spinning on that dizzy edge
I kissed his face and kissed his head
And dreamed of all the different ways
I had To make him glow
Why are you so far away?
he said Why won't you ever know that I'm in love with you
That I'm in love with you
You, soft and only
You,lost and lonely
You, strange as angels
Dancing in the deepest oceans
Twisting in the water
You're just like a dream
You're just like a dream
Daylight licked me into shape
I must have been asleep for days
And moving lips to breathe his name
I opened up my eyes
And found myself alone alone
Alone above a raging sea
That stole the only boy I loved
And drowned him deep inside of me
You, soft and only
You, lost and lonely
You, just like heaven
- Katie Melua (originally The Cure)
abis baru dapet yg bagus..
yah suw.. i like the opening song, actually it's an old song by The Cure
my brother play it all the time but i never really "listened" to it...
but in this Katie melua version felt deep.
"Just Like Heaven"
Show me how you do that trick
The one that makes me scream he said
The one that makes me laugh he said
And threw his arms around my neck
Show me how you do it
And I promise you
I promise that I'll run away with you
I'll run away with you
Spinning on that dizzy edge
I kissed his face and kissed his head
And dreamed of all the different ways
I had To make him glow
Why are you so far away?
he said Why won't you ever know that I'm in love with you
That I'm in love with you
You, soft and only
You,lost and lonely
You, strange as angels
Dancing in the deepest oceans
Twisting in the water
You're just like a dream
You're just like a dream
Daylight licked me into shape
I must have been asleep for days
And moving lips to breathe his name
I opened up my eyes
And found myself alone alone
Alone above a raging sea
That stole the only boy I loved
And drowned him deep inside of me
You, soft and only
You, lost and lonely
You, just like heaven
- Katie Melua (originally The Cure)
Wednesday, April 26, 2006
Mirror Mirror on the wall (or across the table)
Talk about light bulb moments. I couldn’t believe it, I didn’t think such thing could happened. Last weekend I met my reflection. She’s my mirror, and all this time she was so close, and coz we’re to much alike, we couldn’t even “talk”. She is my best friends best friend from high school.
We had the same trust problem, the tallest wall ever, insecurity, independent, hard to understand and expecting more understanding from people, she’s a Capricorn, and born in the same year, just three days before me, she had the same problem towards relationship, had a betrayal past at early age, hard to receive other peoples affectionate, the first person who acknowledge good thing about other but failed to acknowledge herself.
But the biggest shock is, she’s like my conscious, live version. Everything that came out of my mouth (mostly excuses) she can slap it back. Just like my heart with a speaker, and I can’t mute her. All the truth came out of her mouth, but it’s easier to receive coz she had the same problem.
The difference is, she made it. Bravo bravo! She’s breaking the wall, and had a taste of the other side. And she said it not easy yan.. you could cry all day even, but it’s possible. I’m still struggling she said, but its alot better than sitting there with ignorance. Cause being apathies is the easiest thing to do.
We had the same trust problem, the tallest wall ever, insecurity, independent, hard to understand and expecting more understanding from people, she’s a Capricorn, and born in the same year, just three days before me, she had the same problem towards relationship, had a betrayal past at early age, hard to receive other peoples affectionate, the first person who acknowledge good thing about other but failed to acknowledge herself.
But the biggest shock is, she’s like my conscious, live version. Everything that came out of my mouth (mostly excuses) she can slap it back. Just like my heart with a speaker, and I can’t mute her. All the truth came out of her mouth, but it’s easier to receive coz she had the same problem.
The difference is, she made it. Bravo bravo! She’s breaking the wall, and had a taste of the other side. And she said it not easy yan.. you could cry all day even, but it’s possible. I’m still struggling she said, but its alot better than sitting there with ignorance. Cause being apathies is the easiest thing to do.
Saturday, April 22, 2006
wide open space
what a mess..
i've been working in my office for a year.. and along the time i work alone. Of course with guidance from my managing director who's background is from design. And every month since last year, i asked for another designer. An art director if possible.
With all the loads of work and tight deadlines, i need help. It's been also brained damage me. Without a sparing partner, how will i know i was doing a good job. All i know is my creativity is not expanding, just plain dull.
So, my boss suddenly grant my wishes. when my new partner came to the office that morning, my boss made a little meeting, introducing him as the new graphic designer, and me as the art director. wait.. What?!
i never ask for this. i'm not ready for this. is he out of his mind. maybe he is.
God o God o God... how dare him! should u be ask for this kinda decision?.. i mean i have a right to say no, right? but i just go speachless..
i mean i cant just say i wont infront of the new guy.. it will ruin my credibility.
when i told this to 2 of my friends, as a panick responded. both say that it's a good news, that means somebody have faith in me that i'm capable.
but i never asked for this. atleast not now, not this time, when i am not sure of my ability.
for cryinoutloud i just worked for 2 year only, never with a guidance of an art director, i dont know an AD supposed to do.
my sister said,
what are you fussing about? i'm fussing about everything that came out from this company regarding artistic is now my responsibility.
who's responsibility is it before? me, but i made the designed
so, what's the different? its different.
kakak, you just have to see it in a wider scale, a bigger picture.
have i been living in my own glass ball, when its time for bigger opportunity i'm affraid that it'll ruin my space.
i've been working in my office for a year.. and along the time i work alone. Of course with guidance from my managing director who's background is from design. And every month since last year, i asked for another designer. An art director if possible.
With all the loads of work and tight deadlines, i need help. It's been also brained damage me. Without a sparing partner, how will i know i was doing a good job. All i know is my creativity is not expanding, just plain dull.
So, my boss suddenly grant my wishes. when my new partner came to the office that morning, my boss made a little meeting, introducing him as the new graphic designer, and me as the art director. wait.. What?!
i never ask for this. i'm not ready for this. is he out of his mind. maybe he is.
God o God o God... how dare him! should u be ask for this kinda decision?.. i mean i have a right to say no, right? but i just go speachless..
i mean i cant just say i wont infront of the new guy.. it will ruin my credibility.
when i told this to 2 of my friends, as a panick responded. both say that it's a good news, that means somebody have faith in me that i'm capable.
but i never asked for this. atleast not now, not this time, when i am not sure of my ability.
for cryinoutloud i just worked for 2 year only, never with a guidance of an art director, i dont know an AD supposed to do.
my sister said,
what are you fussing about? i'm fussing about everything that came out from this company regarding artistic is now my responsibility.
who's responsibility is it before? me, but i made the designed
so, what's the different? its different.
kakak, you just have to see it in a wider scale, a bigger picture.
have i been living in my own glass ball, when its time for bigger opportunity i'm affraid that it'll ruin my space.
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